Début

Turning 30 wasn't so bad. I dreaded it for the past year. Finally the day came and nothing happened. I didn't get one gray hair nor did I suddenly disappear into oblivion. I guess, I over did it. So for now I am just taking it one day at a time. It isn't like I wasn't doing that from the beginning, it is just my insecurities popping up and trying to make themselves real.

I graduated from HS in '96 and then went to college for 6 years (never graduated) and basically here I am. I am a hard worker that secretly loves what she does . . . I answer phones and smile (a lot). The thing is, if you know me, smiling is few and far inbetween. No, I am not depressed . . . I just reserve those smiles for the people I love (and for the few I like).

Here I am and there you are . . . reading my thoughts. I have always wanted to start a blog, so I decided that I would do just that.