I talk too much

I just realized that I talk entirely too much. What I mean is that I keep talking about all the things that I want to do. All the things that I want to accomplish. I have come to realize that apparently I am a talker and not a doer ... sad. I never saw myself as someone that is necessarily a leader but definitely not a follower. I do things cause I want to.

I have realized I am scared. I am scared of trying something and then not being successful. The thing that makes that thought ridiculous is the fact that I know that if I don't try then I won't ever know what I am truly capable of.

I sit back and say to myself that if I try this and I am not successful then it was all for nothing. What the heck happened to the lessons learned ... apparently I am not looking for lessons learned - I would prefer having money earned.

So where does this leave me? No idea. We will see where this road takes me next.