Today is interesting. I am fighting a cold and I am pretty much feeling crappy. The people I work with sometimes make me wonder if getting a degree makes a person stupid. Who knows ...
Trying new things can be so stressful. But I am going to push forward.
Will I ever grow up? Do I want to grow up? Not sure about the answer to either of those questions. So here I sit.
I am kind of doing what I think I want to do. I have had the keen interest in being a personal assistant - being the department secretary has brought me a little closer. I have always liked helping people and learning new things. I challenge myself but not too hard because in all seriousness, I know my level of laziness exceeds that of productiveness. Don't get me wrong I will get the job done - just sometimes I do things on my own time.
So in other news I just learned a little about REPRODUCTIVE ENDOCRINOLOGY ...
Thursday, March 18, 2010
Monday, March 15, 2010
I talk too much
I just realized that I talk entirely too much. What I mean is that I keep talking about all the things that I want to do. All the things that I want to accomplish. I have come to realize that apparently I am a talker and not a doer ... sad. I never saw myself as someone that is necessarily a leader but definitely not a follower. I do things cause I want to.
I have realized I am scared. I am scared of trying something and then not being successful. The thing that makes that thought ridiculous is the fact that I know that if I don't try then I won't ever know what I am truly capable of.
I sit back and say to myself that if I try this and I am not successful then it was all for nothing. What the heck happened to the lessons learned ... apparently I am not looking for lessons learned - I would prefer having money earned.
So where does this leave me? No idea. We will see where this road takes me next.
I have realized I am scared. I am scared of trying something and then not being successful. The thing that makes that thought ridiculous is the fact that I know that if I don't try then I won't ever know what I am truly capable of.
I sit back and say to myself that if I try this and I am not successful then it was all for nothing. What the heck happened to the lessons learned ... apparently I am not looking for lessons learned - I would prefer having money earned.
So where does this leave me? No idea. We will see where this road takes me next.
Always a Chance for New Beginnings
It has been quite some time since I last posted here. Since I now have a laptop (YAY!!) I think it should be easier to make posts and just basically keep up with my thoughts.
The things I learn, the things I want to do and things I wish I had done ...
Some of the topics that I will touch base with. Tomorrow is a new day - so that is when my thoughts will be submitted into cybersphere ...
So for now I will quote:
The best and safest thing is to keep a balance in your life, acknowledge the great powers around us and in us. If you can do that, and live that way, you are really a wise man. ~Euripides Greek tragic dramatist (484 BC - 406 BC)
The things I learn, the things I want to do and things I wish I had done ...
Some of the topics that I will touch base with. Tomorrow is a new day - so that is when my thoughts will be submitted into cybersphere ...
So for now I will quote:
The best and safest thing is to keep a balance in your life, acknowledge the great powers around us and in us. If you can do that, and live that way, you are really a wise man. ~Euripides Greek tragic dramatist (484 BC - 406 BC)
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